Boys Like Girls Night 1.

The Soundtrack Of Your Life Tour

Let me start by saying this truly had been the soundtrack of my life. These songs had resonated so deep within me these past few months, even this year. I cannot begin to explain.

Martin shares openly how “you and me and my medication” is a song that is about addiction. Now, I haven’t been addicted to drugs or alcohol. But what I have been addicted to is sugar. And chasing a feeling of being loved and a feeling of high. Not from drugs, but from someone. The touch, the look, the moments. It is the same dopamine hit. I’m looking for someone to take away the pain. Just as the song goes. I’m never going to find it. It is within me. I know this, and I have it. But I want to share my loss, my sadness, my pain, connection with someone. And I have. But does it stay? Just like medicine it fades. It always fades.